Getting Back to Normal

Things are actually starting to get back to normal! My new kitchen is complete and we re-tiled the entire house (except the master bath and the bedrooms). I have been putting everything up and trying to get the house put back together. I'm almost done, just a have a few little things here an there that I need to go through and put up.

In the meantime of all the kitchen fiasco I read all 4 Twilight series books! They were all really good! Once you get into them its very hard to put them down. I stayed up until 5 A.M. to finish Breaking Dawn one morning. Yes, you read that right; I stayed up until 5 A.M. to finish a book! I know I'm crazy! So now that I'm done with those books I need to find something else to read, sugguestions are welcome...

After reading the Twilight books it kind of made me a little sad because I don't write anymore. I LOVE to write and I used to do it all the time. I used to always keep a diary and I wrote in it everyday, even if nothing important happend that day I would still write in it. I also wrote fictional stories and when I was taking classes in college I used to love to stay up late all by myself writing papers. It made me sad when I thought about how I just don't have the time to sit down and write the way I used to. My husband mentioned it to me and asked why I don't write anymore and the only explination I have is that I just don't have time to fit it into my life anymore. When I write I have to be completely alone and it takes me a while to get started but once I get going I just keep going. My life is just so crazy, busy and noisy all the time that I don't have the time to just sit down and even think about what to write much less give myself the time to get my brain juices flowing. I was hoping that I could use this blog to start writing agian, but just keeping up with this blog has been more challenging that I thought it would. I wasn't really sure that I would like the Twilight books becuase I'm really not that into Vampires and what not (for multiple reasons) but when I read the books I throughly enjoyed the way they were written. It just made me want to write agian, really badly. I only wish that I knew how to make the time to get my creative juices flowing agian! Anywho, that is just what has been on my mind lately...

Mike and I are starting a bit of a new adventure in our life. I don't want to say to much about it yet until it gets closer but I will be sharing. It won't be too different from in the past but it will be new and exciting!

I don't do this often but those of you that have prayer lists, I would appreciate it if you would add me. I need prayers for paitence and how to get my happiness back. I have felt so stressed and aggervated and really have no reason to. I don't know what it is. My patience has been worn very thin, esspecially with the kids. I am at a point where I don't know how to get back to the happy wife and mother I used to be. So please just some prayers sent my way so that I can show my family how much I truly love and appreciate them and get rid of the anger, no patience,etc. I just want to be the old me again! ; / thanks guys! Love you all and G-Night!